People said that the best thing to do is to follow your heart.. Not somebody else's.
Then, I will do it right now.. I will do with my very best what my heart said to me. Even when it leads me to the wrong choices, very sad ending, and (again) another heartbreaks.
At least, I won't feel so regretful because I have fight it..
I am not regretting why I chose to work in Kuoni. That was what my heart said to me to work there. I got tons of happiness, experiences, and friends. I can't regret it and I won't.
I am not regretting why I chose to go back home.. My heart said so. From couple months ago.
And now, once again, please let me do everything with my very best to bring you back to me. To share every memories together, like we always did..
I know this will be very risky. It may lead me to another very sad sad ending and tears. But, as I said, at least I won't give up because I did nothing. I give up because I have fight it, for you..